~countdown~

~ today I was cursed ~ the witch ~ with a dusty gray skin ~ broke my device ~ then cut my ear ~ pierced my thigh with a pen and left me to bleed in the snow ~ the drops were only 8 ~ 8 days to countdown ~

~slowly~

~disappearing~in~dreams~

~suicide~

~it makes sense~but where is this water~

~step~0~

~fragile words in blue~

~step~1~

...dreaming~falling~missing~wishing~creeping~dreaming...

~key~

~every path leads me away from the key~maybe it is lost forever~

~mind~

~do you know where is my mind~can you find it for me please~and protect me to find it alone~naturally will be placebo~

~scratch~

~ I walked on the streets this Sunday to seeing things not exist ~ feeling the touch never been ~ the wind took my unspoken words ~

~rapt~

~no place to step ... I forgot the steps .... so I stay at rest~


~but my finger is on the reboot button~

~sight~

~Up on melancholy hill
There's a plastic tree
Are you here with me?
Just looking out on the day
Of another dream...~

~just~

~like a stranger~

14~19

~ I knew it hurts ~

~freezing~

~this is the coldest week I've ever had~ sometimes if you are looking for something~ you must stay right in the place where you are~I did it~ and the extreme cold found me~

~icy~

~not so strange~just happy sad~....and eagerly frozen~

~jelly~

~dead jellyfish everywhere~can I reach to the waves again~

~silent~

~ vapour I become ~ so silent as a shadow ~ as I never had fingers ~ lips ~ skin ~

~spare~

~spare the spreading of the mysterious in breathing time~

~minus~

~ around the red ball ~ a tigress appears from the snowy mountains ~ anyway I can't see her ~ my dream is hiding within a dream and I will stay there ~

~heartstrings~

~when my heartstrings come undone~this pain has just begun~who cares~