~il Punto fijo~

~nothing else out there~



~on the trail with some small pebbles in shoes~



~it needs to be there~

~simple~

~uncovered iva~



~logic of the fear~




~leads 2~

~iva~

~fire extinguisher 2 UA~


~N/A~NA~


~in space~

~dance~

~27x2+13=dance~wu~**~

~CCL~

~I do not want 2~



~'cause it's winter~



~'cause of the sun~*~*~*~

~close~far~

~I lost sense of time and space~


~backing up the days~


~the fleeing shadow is not alone~

~almost~

~*~*~*~ signs everywhere ~~~~



~~~and the whisper is~*~*~*~



~~~making me feel good~*~*~*~

~click~

~just one~but means so much~



~I'm going to the pine tree 2day~



~to be on the path~

~C~

URF ~but I C C U~




~and I know hIWMU~*~*~on every piece of paper~~~



~will count the ****~

~flash~

15 min. of flash ~~~ and then ~*~*~*~




~come and go~ somewhere ~*~*~*~



~hey now~you burn in all my instincts~~~*~*~*~

~silence~

~~~~

~again12~

~U know the repeating story~



~~they have no names in it~~



~~~anyway U can call me Al Luminous~~~ in bed ~~~



~~~~and then~~~~don't call~~~~

~numb3r5~

~ probably 30 ~ really 15 ~ desperate 22 ~*~*~*~



~ so sad to know how it ends at zero ~



~ who's counting ~

~regardless~

~the dark around this small chinese light is so dependent on fingertips~*~*~*~



~they stick with lights~



~remembering the wild~

~chromosomes~

~ we started with a wave....~



~ to follow it ~



~ running through the dark ~

~meet***~

~it was unexpected and inevitable~


~I only can wait till tomorrow to lose it~


~or to stay on the run***~

~u do~

~*~*~*~



~*~*~*~
my heart is filled with you



~*~*~*~
...and I just want...to touch you all the time~~~

~20052008~

~ it running away through past till present ~



~ and then to the blue again ~

~ox~

~I found what I was not supposed to find ~ and the little flower go crazy ~



~ and the little flower go crazy ~




~was a wonderful summer~and summer does not know it's over~

~h.a.n.d.~

~~~I didn't told you~~~and you didn't wanted to hear what it means~~~
~Have A Nice Day~

~being~

~in~

~kick~

~okay I will not remember tomorrow~



~the fire~



~chew it~

~again~

~it starts tomorrow~



~~~



~~~

~Corps~

~I'm so far tonight~ and still~



~where is my happy pill~



~no need to feel it to swallow it~

~drowned~

~*~*~*~*~*~is it madness~*~*~*~*~*~



~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

~lone~

~where's the coldest wind~in me~

~week~

~week passed+~week begins-~

~It just feels like it's gone
Like all of it's gone
Gone away
It seems like nobody's happy now~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


~and...~



~~~this is it~~~



~and so on~~~~

~pavilion~

~unexpected tomorrow seems like chilled today~
and back 2 ~~~~~~~





~~~covering with brown sugar the blue~~~

~9~

~end~

~beginning~

~files~

~cu~

~in green,brown and blue~

~endless~

~...and I shut your eyes with lips at sunrise~

~muscle~

~torn~...and the distance...and~~~



....and I'm getting rest of ~~~

~15X~

~mind~words~sounds~touch~ all with U ~



~six md left~

~9~

~...and now what~my fingers are free to change gears~nine more days~



~driving in a maze of the whispering ~of your lips~~

~minus 14~

~-16+2~ 32min~30min~32min ~ 94min an empty path~
~btw~ Axel is here 2nite~and separately we will not be there~




~I said I will be not there without you~ but I can't~ cause your smell is still there~



~and ...can you tell me why....~

~july~

~July is a fairytalе ~ I just breathe ~



~and I don't understand why I can't post pictures here anymore~ but I have no time to find out ~ haha ~:)~



~cause it's summertime~

~june~

~june ends~this summer is different~



~july is tomorrow~will I be there on the path~with you~

~promise~

~this kind of seconds~



~among water~



~before the sun~can U ?~

~fireworks~

~the sky in the mountains~the sky in the sea~the sky in you when is on fire~it's magic~



~and I wonder how close can be the horizon this summer~

~illegal~

~do you know, it is illegal to give me the sunset ~ but you gave me away this sunset ~



~and throw me into the perfect silence~



~but still...~~~

~light~

~this stolen light is empty now~but the dark is full of ~~~~~~~~




~If I trust in the wind she will pave me a different road
I will try and start over but I think I must choose someone else
I am pulled from the pages where the letters lack the pigment of trust~

~Must be on my way, I’ve got to get home
Won’t be back someday, so let it unfold~

~I’ve abandoned the outcome in search of the rest I deserve
You can do what you will with my body but I won’t ring the bell
I’ve omitted the chapters that bow and admit defeat~

~Must be on my way, I’ve got to get home
Won’t be back someday, so let it unfold~

~I am a mountain
Of cavernous people
Searching for a lighthouse in the fog~

~Of the flowers that grew from the cracks in the ground you paved
Didn’t you think he would warn me through the thorns of my waking dreams
When the riddles connected the dots of this constellation~

~Must be on my way, I’ve got to get home
Won’t be back someday, so let it unfold~

~I am a mountain
Of cavernous people
Searching for a lighthouse in the fog~

~I found a reason to leave you with this load
All I can do is forgive your broken heart
Trapped in this tower made of amber for too long
All I can do is forgive your broken heart~

~gone~

~somewhere where I'm not~again~




~how they can be so stupid to be dizzy by the reason other than love~

~27~

~beauty in the rain~ again~



~we were dancing satellites with the raindrops~



~in green and blue~

~sugar4e~

~Hear your heartbeat
Beat a frantic pace~
~And it's not even 7 AM
You're feeling the rush of anguish settling
You cannot help showing them in~
~Hurry up then
Or you'll fall behind and
They will take control of you
And you need to heal the hurt behind your eyes
Fickle words crowding your mind~

So
Sleep, sugar, let your dreams flood in
Like waves of sweet fire, you're safe within
Sleep, sweetie, let your floods come rushing in
And carry you over to a new morning~~~~

Try as you might
You try to give it up
Seems to be holding on fast
It's hand in your hand
A shadow over you
A beggar for soul in your face
Still it don't mater if you won't listen
If you won't let them follow you
You just need to heal
Make good all your lies
Move on and don't look behind~

So
Sleep, sugar, let your dreams flood in
Like waves of sweet fire, you're safe within
Sleep, sweetie, let your floods come rushing in
And carry you over to a new morning~

Day after day
Fickle visions messing with your head
Fickle, vicious
Sleeping in your bed
Messing with your head
Fickle visions
Fickle, vicious:~~~

Sleep, sugar, let your dreams flood in
Like waves of sweet fire, you're safe within
Sleep, sweetie, let your floods come rushing in
And carry you over to a new morning~~~~

~stormy~

Притъмняваше~тичахме още~по пясъка~усетих първите капки~спри –казах ти-връщаме се~някъде на юг зад нас проблясна~ти се обърна~усмивката ти се плъзна по прорязаното небе и продължи~~~спри за малко де – извиках и дръпнах леко опашката ти~спря~издиша~облегна се на мен~
Прегърнах те и те залюлях ~сгуши се и повървяхме малко~миглите ти ме докосваха~можеш ли-прошепнах~ кимна ~ хайде до скалите и край…връщаме се после~~~и се затичахме пак~~~босите ти стъпала се бяха сбръчкали от водата~заваля с едри капки~стичаха се отстрани по козирката на шапката ти~на струйки~после потъваха в косата ти~правеха я на черни кичурчета и изникваха по раменете и гърба ти като поточета~продължаваха все по бързо по дупето и бедрата и се сливаха с вълните~бурята бе зад нас~помислих си~скоро ще трябва да я посрещнем...стигнахме скалите~
~Спряхме...Гърбовете ни мокри...Притиснах те и усетих прешленчетата ти по корема ми...~
Пуснах горещ дъх във врата ти~а ти се изви и долепи устни до моите~за кратко~погледнах хоризонта~и после~от мократа ти буза ~очите ти~и ти го гледаше~залезните следи бяха покрити в сивочерно~вълните изглеждаха бели и всичко се движеше~към нас~хайде-бъди зад мен-близо-сега ще сме срещу вятъра~~~мигна почти~хванах вратлето ти и близнах устните и нослето ти и скокнах напред~дъжда се усили~капките-стрелички по лицето~вятърът забуча срещу ни~скоро ще спре~и тогава облака ще бъде над нас~като водопад~
Небето се сниши...Тичаме на ръба на вълните~поглеждам през рамо за миг~не мога да чувам стъпките ти~рукна изведнъж много силно~хоризонтално~измокри ни напълно за миг~не виждам нищо~но продължавам да се обръщам към теб~на две крачки си отзад~пожелах те по близо~морето пожела същото~започна да ни облива~~~
Усетих пръстите ти по моите~дръпна ме за китката~спряхме...ела – изкрещя...прегърнах те плътно~устните ни залепнаха~вълна удави коленете ни~притиснах те към мен~вятъра утихна~небето се отвори върху ни~прилепнахме със затворени очи~пулсираше ти~а езичето ти бе топло солено и живо~пороя продължи да се излива в целувката ни...и мига продължи~завинаги ~~~

~suicide~

~the misunderstanding is going away of life~




~how to stay alive under the waves~

~take it~

~from the wild side~



~2 uncanny valley and then rise~



~empty~



~under the sky~ with you~ in dreams~

~signs~

~ it was a day between bolts and steel profiles ~ I was trying to understand the meaning of the steel connections ~ but the real units are invisible ~ and must be felt as signs ~



~I can almost imagine something real~



~real as numbers~ 3 8 27 81 254 ~ something is better than nothing ~

~hearing~

~not forgotten street turns me to black from a distance~



~sadness just dripping~

~strange~

~I found the answer of a question~ 1st the answer then the question~ now I know and it is easy to understand ~ why things happens like this ~ it was just a shot in the dark sky ~ and the sky stays dark ~



~in the eyes~your chocolate eyes in smile~

~heart~

~I'm trying to be in the destination of my heart~ but it's hard~cause there are only pictures~



~and dreams of you~ in the sound of bells~

~footsteps~

~same destination~same water~

~instant~

~only one breath for me according to the red lines~



~echo touch~ > 0

~woods~

~with no path~



~but we all like to party~

~mrg~

~~~ drifting beside blue pages with painted black little wings~





~ in the blue glare of the sunset ~ your touch ~

~bb~

~so blue~

~take~

If it’s true what they say~
If my love is gone for good~
They can take this heart away~
They can take this flesh and blood~
Take my mouth that kissed her mouth~
Take my tongue that sung her praise~
Take my arms that used to reach out~
In the dark to where she lay~
If it’s true what they say~
I’ll be on my way~
If it’s true what they say~
If there’s nothing to be done~
If there’s no part to be played~
If there’s no song to be sung~
Take this voice, take these hands~
I can’t use them anyway~
Take this music and the memory~
Of the muse from which it came~
If it’s true what they say~
I’ll be on my way~
We can all be on our way~
If it’s true what they say~
~~~~
But the ones who tell the lies
Are the solemnest to swear
And the ones who load the dice
Always say the toss is fair
And the ones who deal the cards
Are the ones who take the tricks
With their hands over their hearts
While we play the game they fix
And the ones who speak the words
Always say it is the last
And no answer will be heard
To the question no one asks
So I ask you as a brother
And I ask you as a friend
And I ask you as a lover
And I ask you once again
Is it true what they say?
~~~~

~tank~

~today I was into the tank again ~ everything was wide and white inside before~ and now it's dark and narrow~



~then I drop~

~today~

~Today you were far away~ ~and I didn't ask you why~ ~What could I say~ ~I was far away~ ~You just walked away~ ~and I just watched you~ ~What could I say~ ~How close am I to losing you~ ~Tonight you just close your eyes~ ~and I just watch you~ ~slip away~ ~How close am I to losing you~ ~Hey, are you awake~ ~Yeah I'm right here~ ~Well can I ask you about today~ ~How close am I to losing you~ ~How close am I to losing~ ~Today was as the other days~you are far away~

~tear~

~a tear caused by an apple~

~skin~

~~~ooah~~~ U R not here ~~~ again ~~~

~schedule~

~can you plan infinity~ ~in hot~

~L4e~

~so close to be lost~ ~life doesn't have to be perfect ~life just has to be lived~unless you speak from your heart~

~falling~

~ I believe I can feel it ~ ~the paint day is tomorrow~ ~last night was just a bad dream~ ~this is Real~

~shoulder~

~what time is~ ~running through sunsets~losing bridges~dreaming wet sands~

~B09~

 ~to being in there~and in 25th~

Walk

~5min~

~don't forget~



~if you're early I'm late~



~let me speak to you~

~petrous~

~...and fucked up ~



~...by the wildcat~

~rippled~

~ if tomorrow~I forget to remember you ~ the silence did it ~ not me ~



~ quietly near and far ~ in blue ~

~neck~

~It's simple~touch my neck and I'll touch yours~

~areas~

~no brakes on the place where I am going to~



~will you come with me~

~prisoner~

~have no time to think what I am doing these days ~ maybe I am just selling my soul ~ from dawn to dark ~ expensive ~



~kill me untouched~



~the thing hidden for me is near and away~




~waiting~

~heart~

~just beating~



~ordinary days come~will you stay with me~

~how~

~water behind the impassable forest~



~and equilibrium at Triple Point~

~pressure~

~when will I C U again~and to learn...~~~~



~~~but the Blue is 2 wide~~~

~Wednesday~

~another day of resisting of your disappearance~

~pebble~

~I've always collected pebbles~I always thought that they live~but I've never seen any of them to tremble~touched by fingers~it happens now...to me~

~life as we knew ~



~and life as we want~

~away~

~1643.13 km~


~silence~



~the black is waiting for the blue and the orange~

~touch~

~fingers~your fingers~in orange~and I'm out of my mind~


~and...the streets~5am in the morning~with you~


~ALL the answers~~~~Honey~~~~

~close~

~it blooms in pieces~in my head~

~lack~

~ I just can't resist to look at you ~

~live~

~surprisingly today~~~the taste of the sweetest lips~~~how will I wait tomorrow~

~still~

Търсих те, по улиците празни
под помръкващо небе,
сред пробляскващи, нещастни,
ъгли и силуети,
където ти не бе.
Издишах каменните парапети
и отлитащите птици...
Една, бе тиха и не полетя,
погалих я,
лекичко помръдна тя,
крилцата на студа,
но за миг...и после,
отпусна се в пръстта~~~

~coming~

~with your spring fingers on my eyes closed~

~night~

~stream of touch to the sunrise in my mind~

~wrong~

~guilty~alone in blue~

~slope~

~8~the slope is wide open~







~and at the end~there are droplets on the petals of a flower~

~so~

~ while I was dreaming of you with my eyes closed ~ you passed ~

~eventually~

~5~sleep~I should be briefed if the spring comes~

~illusion~

~I would be like you~if I didn't know where illusions go~

~unsafe~

~not so familiar cloud is trying to seduce me ~ but it is not in my sky ~ to dive into it ~

~countdown~

~ today I was cursed ~ the witch ~ with a dusty gray skin ~ broke my device ~ then cut my ear ~ pierced my thigh with a pen and left me to bleed in the snow ~ the drops were only 8 ~ 8 days to countdown ~

~slowly~

~disappearing~in~dreams~

~suicide~

~it makes sense~but where is this water~

~step~0~

~fragile words in blue~

~step~1~

...dreaming~falling~missing~wishing~creeping~dreaming...

~key~

~every path leads me away from the key~maybe it is lost forever~

~mind~

~do you know where is my mind~can you find it for me please~and protect me to find it alone~naturally will be placebo~

~scratch~

~ I walked on the streets this Sunday to seeing things not exist ~ feeling the touch never been ~ the wind took my unspoken words ~

~rapt~

~no place to step ... I forgot the steps .... so I stay at rest~


~but my finger is on the reboot button~

~sight~

~Up on melancholy hill
There's a plastic tree
Are you here with me?
Just looking out on the day
Of another dream...~

~just~

~like a stranger~

14~19

~ I knew it hurts ~

~freezing~

~this is the coldest week I've ever had~ sometimes if you are looking for something~ you must stay right in the place where you are~I did it~ and the extreme cold found me~

~icy~

~not so strange~just happy sad~....and eagerly frozen~

~jelly~

~dead jellyfish everywhere~can I reach to the waves again~

~silent~

~ vapour I become ~ so silent as a shadow ~ as I never had fingers ~ lips ~ skin ~

~spare~

~spare the spreading of the mysterious in breathing time~

~minus~

~ around the red ball ~ a tigress appears from the snowy mountains ~ anyway I can't see her ~ my dream is hiding within a dream and I will stay there ~

~heartstrings~

~when my heartstrings come undone~this pain has just begun~who cares~

~fool~

~...I can't breathe through this mask
like a fool...~

~sleep~

~the sleep's night off~

Потърсих в небето тъмнина,
хищен ,за твоите пръсти
по очите ми като облаци гъсти.
Тъга по миглите засия.
Пуснах я навън,
а ти не идваше – Сън.

Повиках тихите вълни
и синя звезда, в тях потопена.
А нощта, неумолимо студена,
замрази ,същите бели искри.
Дочух стъпки отвън,
а ти не идваше – Сън.

Снишиха се сенки над мен,
зашептяха ми радост,
потръпнах, в тяхната сладост.
Зад прозореца заледен,
клони протягаха се отвън,
но ти не идваше – Сън.

Простенаха релси.
Потегли първият влак.
Нямаше нощ в този мрак.
А ти ,къде си?
Дъха ми отнесе навън,
но ти не дойде – Сън.

~die~

~flame dying~

~can you~

~can you recognize the mussel~

~unreeling~

~Lyrics to ~The Body~

~Come on now stop staring at the ceiling
Your last daydream is slowly unreeling
Won’t you come out tonight, like I know you want to
‘cuz the city’s alive and even though it haunts you, I want you~

To tell me again what the body’s for
‘cuz I can’t feel it anymore
I want to hurt like it did before
We shouldn’t sin

Tell me again what the body’s for
‘cuz I can’t feel it anymore
I lost mine and I need yours,
It’s only skin, we could swim~

You try so hard to keep it together,
and you look so hard in fishnets and leather
But I know who you are, you are just a lost saint
And if we go too far, there’ll be heaven to pay
and what a price…

I can’t feel it anymore, tell me again what the body’s for
I can’t feel it anymore, tell me again it’s only skin, we should swim~~~

~treasures~

~I could have played it differently~

"...No one in your life is with you constantly,
no one is completely on your side..."

~gap~

~the same gap filled with winter waves~

~roads~

~ the roads are closed ~ some trees are with broken arms ~ but they will rise in the new spring ~ the strings of my imagination tremble ~ play me ~

~snowflakes~

~ snowflakes on my lashes ~ I'm walking through this snow storm today ~




~ with a smile in my breath ~

~bad~

~ how I wish to be so bad to feel good every f***ing day ~ but I can't ~

~island~

~ the ignoring of the wishes too long leads to an explosion of memories ~ this is the way of arising a new island ~ unless it is summer ~ but it is still winter ~

~images~

~ the shadows have sense tonight ~ no shelter in my veins ~

~cut~

covered in spines ~ from the inside

~polarity~

~ those moments are still in the nights ~ the days aspire to North ~ the nights stay on South ~

~there~

~...I understand your changes
long before you reach the door...~

~подьем~

~ полет на темную планету ~



~а ты где~

~Ay~

Late wake up ~ 6:17a.m. ~ through doors and walls I caught the scent of coffee ~ the elevator sank in the basement ~ rust on the rails had risen ~ I followed the white line ~ it takes me where you're not ~ there are no such colors in black and white memories ~~~

~haunted~

~ they haunt me ~ minds of trees ~ I'm running from shelter to shelter ~ but the sky is so low and it is like a picture of a wave ~ when I'm trying to touch it ~ the wave returns to the endless sea ~ and I'm staying with a piece of sky around the trees~

~sunday~

~do not wake up the sky today~

~sand~

~how to light the dry sand~

~hiding~

...Just to get close to
just close enough
To tell you that...~

~late~

~I wish I would've met you~

~imádkozik~

~Servus~kenyér~bor~víz~köszönöm~szép~egveleg~~~

~X X the eyes~

~she don't know me~ how much I want her to knows me ~~~

~drug~

~...Cause there's something that I get from myself
And there's something that you give to me...~
~...I wish that every time he touched me left a mark... ~



these are two songs I'm listening all day ~ and I can't decide which one I like more ~ so...
~ if you can't make a choice ~ choose twice ~~~



~maybe~ I want to choose the same thing in a different way ~ do I? ~

~fairytale~

~ it is winter as you know ~ I'm freezing ~ the trembling of my fingers writing before asleep ~ but I am walking free and maybe will be lift again ~ feeling free ~ you can come with me or not ~ the tomorrow's sky will be blue ~~~

~gift~11~

~folded pages~colored pictures in the dark~the secret of the trees~
~touched oranges~the smell of coffee~all of it are in space around the blue~
~thank you~

~kitty~

~what's it all about~



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