Monday, January 30, 2012

~fool~




~...I can't breathe through this mask
like a fool...~

~sleep~

~the sleep's night off~

Потърсих в небето тъмнина,
хищен ,за твоите пръсти
по очите ми като облаци гъсти.
Тъга по миглите засия.
Пуснах я навън,
а ти не идваше – Сън.

Повиках тихите вълни
и синя звезда, в тях потопена.
А нощта, неумолимо студена,
замрази ,същите бели искри.
Дочух стъпки отвън,
а ти не идваше – Сън.

Снишиха се сенки над мен,
зашептяха ми радост,
потръпнах, в тяхната сладост.
Зад прозореца заледен,
клони протягаха се отвън,
но ти не идваше – Сън.

Простенаха релси.
Потегли първият влак.
Нямаше нощ в този мрак.
А ти ,къде си?
Дъха ми отнесе навън,
но ти не дойде – Сън.

Saturday, January 28, 2012

~die~


~flame dying~


~can you~




~can you recognize the mussel~


~unreeling~



~Lyrics to ~The Body~

~Come on now stop staring at the ceiling
Your last daydream is slowly unreeling
Won’t you come out tonight, like I know you want to
‘cuz the city’s alive and even though it haunts you, I want you~

To tell me again what the body’s for
‘cuz I can’t feel it anymore
I want to hurt like it did before
We shouldn’t sin

Tell me again what the body’s for
‘cuz I can’t feel it anymore
I lost mine and I need yours,
It’s only skin, we could swim~

You try so hard to keep it together,
and you look so hard in fishnets and leather
But I know who you are, you are just a lost saint
And if we go too far, there’ll be heaven to pay
and what a price…

I can’t feel it anymore, tell me again what the body’s for
I can’t feel it anymore, tell me again it’s only skin, we should swim~~~

~treasures~


~I could have played it differently~

"...No one in your life is with you constantly,
no one is completely on your side..."

Friday, January 27, 2012

~gap~

~the same gap filled with winter waves~




~roads~


~ the roads are closed ~ some trees are with broken arms ~ but they will rise in the new spring ~ the strings of my imagination tremble ~ play me ~

Thursday, January 26, 2012

~snowflakes~


~ snowflakes on my lashes ~ I'm walking through this snow storm today ~




~ with a smile in my breath ~

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

~bad~

~ how I wish to be so bad to feel good every f***ing day ~ but I can't ~

~island~


~ the ignoring of the wishes too long leads to an explosion of memories ~ this is the way of arising a new island ~ unless it is summer ~ but it is still winter ~

Monday, January 23, 2012

~images~



~ the shadows have sense tonight ~ no shelter in my veins ~

~cut~

covered in spines ~ from the inside


~polarity~


~ those moments are still in the nights ~ the days aspire to North ~ the nights stay on South ~

~there~


~...I understand your changes
long before you reach the door...~



Friday, January 20, 2012

~подьем~

~ полет на темную планету ~



~а ты где~

Thursday, January 19, 2012

~Ay~




Late wake up ~ 6:17a.m. ~ through doors and walls I caught the scent of coffee ~ the elevator sank in the basement ~ rust on the rails had risen ~ I followed the white line ~ it takes me where you're not ~ there are no such colors in black and white memories ~~~

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

~haunted~

~ they haunt me ~ minds of trees ~ I'm running from shelter to shelter ~ but the sky is so low and it is like a picture of a wave ~ when I'm trying to touch it ~ the wave returns to the endless sea ~ and I'm staying with a piece of sky around the trees~

Sunday, January 15, 2012

~sunday~


~do not wake up the sky today~


~sand~




~how to light the dry sand~

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

~hiding~

...Just to get close to
just close enough
To tell you that...~

~late~


~I wish I would've met you~

Monday, January 09, 2012

~imádkozik~

~Servus~kenyér~bor~víz~köszönöm~szép~egveleg~~~

Friday, January 06, 2012

~X X the eyes~




~she don't know me~ how much I want her to knows me ~~~

Wednesday, January 04, 2012

~drug~


~...Cause there's something that I get from myself
And there's something that you give to me...~
~...I wish that every time he touched me left a mark... ~



these are two songs I'm listening all day ~ and I can't decide which one I like more ~ so...
~ if you can't make a choice ~ choose twice ~~~



~maybe~ I want to choose the same thing in a different way ~ do I? ~

Tuesday, January 03, 2012

~fairytale~

~ it is winter as you know ~ I'm freezing ~ the trembling of my fingers writing before asleep ~ but I am walking free and maybe will be lift again ~ feeling free ~ you can come with me or not ~ the tomorrow's sky will be blue ~~~

Monday, January 02, 2012

~gift~11~

~folded pages~colored pictures in the dark~the secret of the trees~
~touched oranges~the smell of coffee~all of it are in space around the blue~
~thank you~


Sunday, January 01, 2012

~kitty~

~what's it all about~



~the original post was removed by request from a kitty~