IRIS...(like a missing frame)

Ich schau zurück...Auf eine wunderschöne Zeit

Sometime Around Midnight....(you can smell her perfume)

And it starts...
Sometime around midnight
Or at least that's when
You lose yourself
For a minute or two

As you stand...
Under the barlights
And the band plays some song
About forgetting yourself for a while
And the piano's this melancholy soundcheck
To her smile
And that white dress she's wearing
You haven't seen her
For a while

But you know...
That she's watching
She's laughing, she's turning
She's holding her tonic like a crux
The room suddenly spinning
She walks up and asks how you are
So you can smell her perfume
You can see her lying naked in your arms

And so there's a change...
In your emotions
And all of these memories come rushing
Like feral waves to your mind
Of the curl of your bodies
Like two perfect circles entwined
And you feel hopeless, and homeless
And lost in the haze
Of the wine

And she leaves...
With someone you don't know
But she makes sure you saw her
She looks right at you and bolts
As she walks out the door
Your blood boiling
Your stomach in ropes
And when your friends say what is it
You look like you've seen a ghost

And you walk...
Under the streetlights
And you're too drunk to notice
That everyone is staring at you
And you so care what you look like
The world is falling
Around you

You just have to see her

And you know that she'll break you
In two

Heading...4 NW

I'm looking for something that I didn't notice was gone,
Weeks maybe, months just went by without anything wrong.
Now I'm aware I can't stop the repeating alone
Here in this place I get peace I get war, I get on.

Standing at the station
Falling out of line
Missing my connection
Asking for the time

And at the beginning
Back onto the street
Always chasing something
Even in our sleep

We got the time
Heading for nowhere, heading for nowhere, heading for nowhere
We got the time
Heading for nowhere, heading for nowhere, heading for nowhere

Waiting for something to finally notice was gone
I head to the place where I go when I know I went wrong
Moments repeat colours change to the beat of a song
Counting the days I get by, and the days I get on.

And at the beginning
Back onto the street
Always chasing something
Even in our sleep

We got the time
Heading for nowhere, heading for nowhere, heading for nowhere

Standing at the station
Looking at the map
Starting for a moment
Just before the crash

The Wind Blows...but I've got to breathe

Днес е ветровито...стоях облегнат на ъгъла...погледнах...всичко се движеше...НАГОРЕ...поисках да напиша нещо на листо...и да го пусна...улових едно жълто...но колко можеш да напишеш на листо...драснах две букви в колелце и крилца ...пуснах го и то бързо се сля с другите...почти веднага го изгубих от поглед...а исках да го гледам по-дълго...изправих се от ъгъла...почувствах глад...отидох да си купя крилца...прибирам се с вятъра...бавно бавно...но с вятъра~~

after GS....here's the imaginary night

Този свят не ми харесва...Отивам в другия сега, където въздуха може да се диша...но сутринта ще трябва да се завърна...Защо ли?...Кога ли цветовете ще оживеят отново?...
Не!...Няма!...и да ме повикаш...забравих името си...днес!

Sunday is Gloomy....Billie Holiday....Sarah McLachlan

Sunday is gloomy,
My hours are slumberless
Dearest the shadows
I live with are numberless
Little white flowers
Will never awaken you
Not where the black coaches
Sorrow has taken you
Angels have no thoughts
Of ever returning you
Wouldnt they be angry
If I thought of joining you?

Gloomy sunday

Gloomy is sunday,
With shadows I spend it all
My heart and i
Have decided to end it all
Soon therell be candles
And prayers that are said I know
But let them not weep
Let them know that Im glad to go
Death is no dream
For in death Im caressin you
With the last breath of my soul
Ill be blessin you

Gloomy sunday

Dreaming, I was only dreaming
I wake and I find you asleep
In the deep of my heart here
Darling I hope
That my dream never haunted you
My heart is tellin you
How much I wanted you
Gloomy sunday

The Fall (Blue October and....a place to fall)

Music and words in blue...about The Fall